do you only wanna dance?

I miss dancing. Not just the for fun dancing, but dancing routines, hitting each note, being sharp, and performing. I wonder if there is anything around here for adults. I wish there was club dancing like there is club volleyball and other sports. I wouldn't mind doing competitive ballroom dancing either. That would be glorious.

The music filling your ears, your heart pounding. If I could dance forever, I would. God where can I go? Your gifts are going unused Lord and I don't want to waste anything you've given me. I also need to run more now that I'm not sick. No consecutive days. Here we go.

-run for life

PT-follow up #1

Glory be! I was so excited. Today I did the GAIT study at PT. It was interesting to watch my own foot falls. I learned more today: my right foot pronates more than my left - Mr. Howell thinks that it could be because subconsciously I'm trying to protect my right ankle. I have to re teach myself to use my right foot properly and do exercises for it. The best news of the day: I can run. There are a lot of stipulations that go along with that, such as: no trails, no consecutive days, no soccer for 8 weeks minimum, buy new shoes, etc.

I am so thankful that God is allowing me to reconstruct my workouts in a safe environment with someone supervising me. This is exactly what I need to do so that I can regain my speed and endurance. I was going to attempt to do this beginning in '09, but December 2008 doesn't seem like a bad plan either. I still need to get access to a pool so I can swim every other day so that I don't get out of shape... which I feel like I already am since I haven't run for a full month! Argh, that's so long!

Running is a gift from God.  I know that He has a plan for me.  I have to keep telling myself that if I don't run now and do what I'm told, I will be able to run for a lifetime.

-run for life friends

ps.  If you get bored of reading about running/treatments and want to read more about life visit www.thelifeofjillo.blogspot.com

pt - initial evaluation

I went to see the physical therapist today. Normally I don't like spending a lot of money on things like health... which seems ridiculous because my health is probably the most important thing God's given me. Well, now I have health insurance and I'm using it!

It was interesting. I learned: my right foot is a half size bigger than my left, trauma to a body part can either stunt growth or cause a growth spurt, my body compensates a lot for the half size difference-causing my ankle to hurt a lot!, the squishy thing on my foot is actually a muscle that helps my toes to curl up..., I have peroeal tibial tendonitis-fancy words for inflammed tendons in my right ankle. I have to wear an ankle brace and stay off my ankle as much as I can until I go back in two weeks. Dr. Howell said I can bike and possibly swim as long as it doesn't hurt when I point my toe/kick. He said pool running was okay because my foot remains flexed.

I'm going to have to do exercises to try to get the muscles in my right calf to be the same size as the ones in my left. I'd like to work on my left toe muscles too, so that my squishy parts of my foot are equal too... ha, ha.

I guess this blog is turning out to be my treatment log instead of a running log... Happy running for everyone else, I hope I will be able to join you on the trails soon. As they say, it's better not to run for a little while so that you can live to run another day.

- run for life

ten

Ten wholes days since my last marathon. It feels like I haven't run in ages. I often get worried I won't be able to get back in shape/stay in shape. I need to swim-a lot. I went to the doctor on Monday and got referred to a physical therapist. I hope he's right and that seeing a physical therapist and doing a GAIT study will help me some how in the long run.

Please God, help me be able to run and get back into shape again one day. I know it will take time and dedication. Lord I need You.

-run for life

A clean slate. Here we are at the first blog I ever created 4 years ago. It's all fresh and clean, all of the old posts deleted. Much like God cleans our slate when we ask for forgiveness. Our debt has been paid. Christ paid the price and that is all we need.

-run for life